Attiude and office

Hey folks

Today is as usual the same day as before. resumed to work correct said timings..Sharp 8:25am

Day begun with having break fast and Tea @ 9PM. whenever i enter in to the office glass door
kind of pressure and force catch up my breath

my repetitive anxiety s are insecurity about job , fear about in efficient boss , who suddenly turn out and ask what is the updates regarding new project undertaken.

he don't want to see the fragments and resistance forces that arising due to new project yet he want results within short period of time

This days i am feeling more presence at office feel like involving myself more on to the assigned work

Inventor complete automation

Till now i am automated only 60% of the design automation but

Now the question is how to make it 100% of the work automation



The objective is very clear :

"Sell the i Fixtures as hot cakes" with least efforts

Today is Friday -awesome day today

Hey today begin with morning walk and meditation exercise.

Good news for today is its been 17 teen days i am raiding ma bike , Bike is awesome ZOOOM ZOOM..................................................

I love it

Thanks god for everything. Bike is much more efficient than my previous 20 year old and 3nd hand  CBZ bike. I feel more younger and energetic for my new ride.

for god sake we must have to accept the changes that god frequently through upon us , listen those as opportunity

The story here is when i purchased ma first bike CBZ, i have decided not to sell it @ the day one and this saying is not at all from my heart, i just spoke out egoistically.

True. this day

down the heart i always force on saying. "Whatever i say i have to do it" this attitude i learnt last from a two years.
Once again this belief is again i remembered from my childhood religious movies and over behaved as more orthodox

But today i have already sold ma 20 year old and 3nd hand  CBZ bike

What i have learnt : 

I have to believe more on myself rather imitating and taking a behaviors or holding on to belief and attitude from others

here Bruce lee saying best suits :

“Always be yourself, express yourself, have faith in yourself, do not go out and look for a successful personality and duplicate it.”
- Bruce Lee





I only remember always  just leave at present 
always 

again i say leave at present

Thanks god , for everything change you have given to me

That s all for now

Well Today Monday

Again same routine as usual , resume to joint wheel

Attending weekly meeting in drowsy face , listen to the reviews of colleagues previous work

listen to the same philosophy.

Today's accomplishment 

1) Happy to spend 5hrs at a stretch on fixture automation

My daily routine in brief : 

Monday to Saturday same 

Keep alarm @ 5:30 , snooze before deleting. finally put all the morning dreams and thoughts aside 

finally wake up at 6AM.

Rush to bath room or have cup of hot water

after bathroom activity of course time will be at 6:30AM,  many times think to spend some alone time in garden. this wish Consistently never happening  last from Month