Engagement and Other stuff

 Hey There , its exiting that i met a girl in my life she is going to marry me . her name is Anushya. The day we first met , had a strong I contact and then we spoke about the family background education background and job life . most of all both of us spoke about our grand parents fortunately we love out granny s they brought us here successfully with there blessings. 

Common charter between us 

1. We both love to talk about movies 

2. We both interested in Music and Films 

3. We both are little orthodox

4. We both interested in Career advancement

5. She knew me more then what I knee about her 

Soceity is carrying the myths

unemployed days from 08.09.2016 to 19.05.2017 almost around eight months of unemployment in middle class family

Hey Folks

after loosing job at SANSERA engineering on the day 08.09.2016 , initial days of unemployed or no earnings for leaving are very exciting  filled with lot of relief from the Heep office protocol
starts like
 1) ---------------->>>>>Cry to lodge bus or bike , aw shit traffic can kill me cold bloodily,today i should login on time , a sense of insecurity , a greedy of looking at same faces , working with computer is not so much interesting
2) The only reson i left M/S Sansera is that ,  employ should be encourage to personal life , we are not really machines work all day for never ending project day by day
3) On general i am underpaid and undervalued by team head , who just barks at bay
4) Not really i am enjoying with company

I took around eight months from 08.09.2016 to 19.05.2017 almost around eight months of unemployment in middle class family

The journey is like flying in colors initial days to crumble for water in last months

I left job at very most risk , this is life time learning that i never do again in my whole life that commitment i am doing now.....

Never quit whatever maybe the circumstances , take a live and do some thing to make smooth going again

The reason i joined Unnati NGO is to Uplift the inequity in the society i am sure this cause may touch more lives rather making rich people making rich in corporate.

I am happy for salary,now this the time i am weighting for ........................I am very much happy to be very precise inside

Its launchpad, I take this opportunity very positive from this moment of time

My short time goal is
1) Meeting ten people a day , talk to one on one conversation
2) Stick to the protocol of initiating the conversation

Can i talk to you for ten mints ----------->>> Yes /No If Yes than ask what he is doing , listen carefully , I am providing you 100% placements would you be interested for that , you will be given with skill training for 50days 8hrs/Day end of a day you given with offer letter

Never ever talk to your own emotions or how you handled

Understand the problem first what they do / would like to financially independent

Target audience is from 18 years to 25 years who are fresh to start there carrier

fighting with myself

Guys Its started long ago.  i have failed in every blow that happened

I cant tolerate my failure in context to sexual (Love making) desire.

I just wanted to say bye bye to my emotional confusions regarding love making 

My defense and resistance about my self is very clear.............you cannot blame any one for your inability to achieve what you dream for.

I have to abstain from the desire it arouses me and make me confuse.  

It literally squeezes my strength and confidence to control my temptation 

Long before i have decided to break up and again convinced my self to engage. its again failure.

This time let me count myself. 

New Year 2016

Its been long gap writing a blog , 2016 started with a good start , observing noble silence@ Vippasana meditation center Bangalore

It was nice journey from  30-12-15 to11-12-01-16 , small abstract about experience 

I had blissful experience here , i feel much lighter after doing 10day course.
1st day we take it as challenge
2nd day as challenge again
3rd day if your feeble than you think to runaway , i did same
4th day as usual course will make you feel confident
5th day again hip of thoughts , nightmares makes you little uncomfertable and strong urge to leave the campus any coast but teacher will motivate you to stay
6th day is you started counting end days
7th day evening talk inspires you
8th day you feel more confident as day is coming closer
9th day you just think tomorrow i start to speak again : )
10th day you can start speaking feel like on Air

TODAY 2.09.15.ONLY DECISION IS TO QUITE DRINKING FOR ONE MONTH

MY ONLY GOAL OF THIS MONTH IS TO STOP  DRINKING ALCOHOL FOR ONE MONTH

WHATEVER COMES , I WILL SAY NO TO ALCOHOL AND TOBACCO  


FUKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK OFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF TOBACCO AND ALCOHOL


FUK TO MY BELIEF SYSTEM THAT  FOOLS ME GIVING EXCUSES AND EXAMPLES

                                         2.09.15 TO 02.10.15 

Practice SEVEN SPIRITUAL LAWS Coming week 28.06.15 to 5.07.15

Many of us grew up with the belief that achieving success requires relentless hard work, grim determination and intense ambition. As a result, we may have struggled for years and even reached some of our goals but wound up feeling exhausted, our lives out of balance. As Deepak Chopra observes in his transformational book The Seven Spiritual Laws of Success,such desperate striving isn’t necessary or even desirable. In the natural world, creation comes forth with ease. A seed doesn’t struggle to become a tree―it simply unfolds in grace.

The seven spiritual laws are powerful principles you can use to fulfill your deepest desires with grace and ease.  These laws of aren’t difficult or mysterious but are easy to understand and apply. Each day of the week is dedicated to one of the seven spiritual laws. We invite you to develop a daily practice in which you meditate or take a few moments to quiet your mind, and then read the spiritual law of the day and practice applying it throughout the day.

Monday: 

I will put the Law of Giving and Receiving into effect by making a commitment to take the following steps:

1. Wherever I go, and whomever I encounter, I will bring them a gift. The gift may be a compliment, a flower, or a prayer. Today, I will give something to everyone I come into contact with, and so I will begin the process of circulating joy, wealth and affluence in my life and in the lives of others.

2. Today I will gratefully receive all the gifts that life has to offer me. I will receive the gifts of nature: sunlight and the sound of birds singing, or spring showers or the first snow of winter. I will also be open to receiving from others, whether it be in the form of a material gift, money, a compliment or a prayer.

3. I will make a commitment to keep wealth circulating in my life by giving and receiving life’s most precious gifts: the gifts of caring, affection, appreciation and love. Each time I meet someone, I will silently wish them happiness, joy and laughter.

Tuesday : 

I will put the Law of Karma into effect by making a commitment to take the following steps

1. Today I will witness the choices I make in each moment. And in the mere witnessing of these choices, I will bring them to my conscious awareness. I will know that the best way to prepare for any moment in the future is to be fully conscious in the present.

2. Whenever I make a choice, I will ask myself two questions: “What are the consequences of this choice that I’m making?” and “Will this choice bring fulfillment and happiness to me and also to those who are affected by this choice?”

3. I will then ask my heart for guidance and be guided by its message of comfort or discomfort. If the choice feels comfortable, I will plunge ahead with abandon. If the choice feels uncomfortable, I will pause and see the consequences of my action with my inner vision. This guidance will enable me to make spontaneously correct choices for myself and for all those around me.

Wednesday :

I will put the Law of Least Effort into effect by making a commitment to take the following steps:

1. I will practice Acceptance. Today I will accept people, situations, circumstances, and events as they occur. I will know that this moment is as it should be, because the whole universe is as it should be. I will not struggle against the whole universe by struggling against this moment. My acceptance is total and complete. I accept things as they are this moment, not as I wish they were.

2. Having accepted things as they are, I will take Responsibility for my situation and for all those events I see as problems. I know that taking responsibility means not blaming anyone or anything for my situation (and this includes myself). I also know that every problem is an opportunity in disguise, and this alertness to opportunities allows me to take this moment and transform it into a greater benefit.

3. Today my awareness will remain established in Defenselessness. I will relinquish the need to defend my point of view. I will feel no need to convince or persuade others to accept my point of view. I will remain open to all points of view and not be rigidly attached to any one of them.

Thursday :

I will put the Law of Intention and Desire into effect by making a commitment to take the following steps:

1. I will make a list of all my desires. I will carry this list with me wherever I go. I will look at this list before I go into my silence and meditation. I will look at it before I go to sleep at night. I will look at it when I wake up in the morning.

2. I will release this list of my desires and surrender it to the womb of creation, trusting that when things don’t seem to go my way, there is a reason, and that the cosmic plan has designs for me much grander than even those I have conceived.

3. I will remind myself to practice present-moment awareness in all my actions. I will refuse to allow obstacles to consume and dissipate the quality of my attention in the present moment. I will accept the present as it is, and manifest the future through my deepest, most cherished intentions and desires.

Friday :

1. Today I will commit myself to detachment. I will allow myself and those around me the freedom to be as they are. I will not rigidly impose my idea of how things should be. I will not force solutions on problems, thereby creating new problems. I will participate in everything with detached involvement.

2. Today I will factor in uncertainty as an essential ingredient of my experience. In my willingness to accept uncertainty, solutions will spontaneously emerge out of the problem, out of the confusion, disorder, and chaos. The more uncertain things seem to be, the more secure I will feel, because uncertainty is my path to freedom. Through the wisdom of uncertainty, I will find my security.

3. I will step into the field of all possibilities and anticipate the excitement that can occur when I remain open to an infinity of choices. When I step into the field of all possibilities, I will experience all the fun, adventure, magic, and mystery of life.

Yes i could do this

Hey folks
Good wishes

I started my course again

My three month goal is
1) Stop Drinking Alcohol
2) Stop smoking cigarette not even one
3) No Gutuka not even in weekends
4) eating meat
5) celibacy
What ever may come. I can tolerate the situation, . I am sure

no confusions , fear ,anxiety

What precaution i will take counter to this
This week only 1/06/15 to 5/06/15

What ever may come Log in exactly at 8;30 AM
Log off exactly at 5:40 leave office on time , don't hang around. not necessary to give lift to any of the guys. No Lift for this week

Monday     - Yoga, office , walk , Sleep, fruits , 4 liter water , night less food should be done with food prior to 20 every day, no WiFi connection for whole week
Tuesday      - Repeat, Complete those two books , and visit the Just books and renew it
Wednesday - Repeat
Thursday - Repeat
Friday  - Repeat
Saturday - Shivanhalli
Sunday   - Shivanhalli come back on Monday morning

I don't like call daily to parents

Count down stated guys wish and bless me please

Nothing happened as said.very poor productivity