Hey there

Today is the good day for me woke up @6am.  worked up with tale of thoughts saying

Challenge my self  not to indulge in Love making , focus more on controlling my self

every time i think of this decision , i trap in the confusions like why i want to avoid love making

what i want to prove society ??
what i want to prove to my lady ??
what i want to prove my self ??------Yes its  challenge for myself 

for every above questions , last questions willbe more appeing